Thursday, 17 May 2007
Ms Dianah showed us our finalised results today. It's a little disheartening actually because you'll get to see if you're one of the worst or the best in our class. Bad news for people like me, a.k.a. people who scored low for their subjects, especially Mother Tongue. I remember how people who I've just met would always ask me why I study the Malay subject. That was so irritating. And what's even worse is when they push even further and question my answer. =.=
Up till now, I can still remember the people who ask me this and question my answer. Anyway, back to the point. I decided that I'll post up my finalised results when I get my result slip. Just to "increase the suspense". Which is a weird thing to say since only 2 people read my blog.
Speaking of the 2 people who read my blog, I suppose I should answer Agnes', um, what would you call it... Rebutt?
First of all, I have to admit something. And the thing is, you were the one who had actually made me realise this "thing", so I'm
grateful to you for this, ok?
I'm insensitive/ tactless/ thoughtless.
(Pick your own adjective. They all mean the same thing anyway.)
I realised that I should be more understanding and have more patience. Which is why everytime, I don't know whether you notice this but I'll say "breathe, relax, clam down" or something like that whenever I feel like blowing up. So in a way, I'm self-conselling, well, myself.
Secondly,
I don't slap people. I'm trying not to inflict physical pain on anyone so even if you tell me to, I will
not slap you. Or anyone for that matter.
Thirdly,
I do show gratitude. I thanked you everytime you do something nice to me.
Fourth,
I'm trying not to be biased. The problem is that different people have different points of view. I didn't want to tell you this but I guess I should.
Fa'izah once asked me in a
really loud voice why I always have to hang out with you. Technically, that's not true. Sometimes, you hang out with Liqin and I'm not scolding you or anything. I realised right then and there that I sort of squeezed Fa'izah out which is why I'm trying to hang out with her a lot nowadays. I don't expect you to understand this. As a matter of fact, go ahead and criticise me. I want to hear your opinions no matter how much I disagree with them.
About the "laughing" situation, I have nothing to say because to be honest, I decided to stop telling you to stop laughing at others. After all, it's not like it's working anyway. And I have only heard of the term "
Laughter is the best medicine".
For
your information, I'm not asking you to change yourself because of me. And even if you do change yourself, it's alright if you give me no credits. I'm not Mr Saravanan, thanks.
Labels: rebutt, results
-strips of memory
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